So I've been doing a lil bit of thinking. The aftermath of my thoughts and my decision would probably be painful. But I guess I would tolerate this slight, temporary pain better than I would the pain begotten if I stubbornly satisfied my emotional cravings.
My policy is this simple. To me, if the probability is less than that 0f 0.5, no matter how difficult it is, I'd forgo these transient things of life. Everything is impermanent. The difference is its degree of impermanence-some things in life just last longer than others, but ultimately, they cease to exist.
I know my strengths, or perhaps the lack of it, and I certainly am sure of my weaknesses. Say that I have a self-inferiority complex, that's the least of my concerns. What I know is, I don't get myself battling in something that I'd never win.
I have decided. Coming to this conclusion itself is already adequately convoluted. I expect adhering to it to be even more challenging. But I'm up for this. I know I won't regret, as it'd at least yield more happiness than it would otherwise.
After all, to live is to suffer-in more than just one way.
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